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its very difficult to write bout what you think publicly.
also if you aspire to achieve diplomacy.

this i suppose would be a learing excercise to achieve diplomacy on things that keep bothering and irritating me, to vent out yet to sim down. my thoughts are very ironical and random, wonder if i was born with it or the job bends your mind so.
whatever the reason, thats the status quo.

so it might be very abstract to anyone who reads it, as for me i myself get distracted with various thoughts that i wish to pen down. so so i really can go on like that, what state would you define this current state? i call it confused, so it be.